Lately I've been feeling so tense and on the verge of snapping
I really haven't been doing that well in school. I'm not doing my homework and I'm skipping too many classes. my time is mainly occupied by the bf. I tried to tell him that we need more space so i could focus but he takes it as i want to break up with him. it is just so tiring trying to do everything. But it feels like I do nothing.
I just want to sleep.
I hate feeling disappointed in myself. i need to just focus and buckle down and get shit done when I need to. Really, i am turning 20 years old in a couple weeks and its about time i act like it.